| So I just did the "read old Xanga entries" thing
and it's sooooo weird
I've changed a lot
in the way that I view the world and such
Like when I just think about it, I don't feel like I'm that different
but I guess
When I compare
idk
I've gone through a lot
Not in like that "O! The world treats me so badly" kinda way
but like
I've lived a lot since sophomore year
I dunno why I'm writing in this fashion
I'm in an odd mood
Isn't it funny that "O!" is much more dramatic than "Oh!"
At least, that's how it always seemed to me
Perhaps because "O!" is completely archaic
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| I can't stand this "Advanced Site" or whatever it is
Well anyway, for the sake of historical documentation...
I am no longer single, haha. And I'm happy. Going out with Eric, much more my type than Sidath... I dunno, I like him more than any of my previous boyfriends. Like a lot more. Because of him I now say "idk"
I guess we'll see how this turns out
but I have a good feeling about it
I guess all relationships start out with a good feeling
But whatevs.
Umm, my parents are leaving for Europe this Friday and I am terrified that my dog will die because I either forget to give him his insulin shot--seriously, who keeps a diabetic dog--or I give it to him incorrectly or I forget to let him out and he shits himself to death or I forget I already left him out and he freezes ahh
Goodness
Yeah, my mom is silly. She started cleaning up my computer because she thought 13 GB was not a lot of memory
For her purposes, it is plenty of memory
I feel weird cause in about 5 days, I will be registering for Senior Year
If growing up seems terrifying now, I can't even imagine what I'll feel like next year
cristos.
Oh shit, I still have to register for the ACTs. I should get on that.
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| Ah, I feel good. Being single is nice.
I think I'm just not meant for relationships. Should anyone really be at this point in life? I mean, come on. We're teenagers, there's the rest of your life to dedicate to another person. Right now it makes more sense to, I dunno... explore your options. But then, I suppose relationships are good learning experiences and such. Well, whatever floats your own individual boat. But my boat isn't very monogamous, I believe.
I also think I'm doomed to always like horny stoners. There's nothing really I can do about that, as of now I have yet to meet a "nice guy" who is satisfactory in more than just a societal way. Ugh, omg itunes... I don't want to listen to Cake.
I want to compile a good 90's CD, anyone want to contribute some ideas? Right now I'm thinking I have to have...
All Star - Smashmouth, I think
What's My Age Again - Blink 182
Run Around - Can't even remember, that band with the harmonica guy.
Stay - Lisa Loeb
Closing Time - Also can't remember
Yeah, so my list is pretty pathetic. Assistance?
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| I feel so mediocre and jealous I wanna find my niche, man. |
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| Merry Christmas.
I wish I could be more excited, y'know?
Things these days are either boring or scary/nerve-wracking
Growing older is fucked up
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